The series that takes you to a journey away from your shell and experience an altogether new dilemma waiting to be embraced. Come and be a part of the analogy that has questioned many relations altogether declaring the deep mystery of a simple woman who believes that her life is fulfilled! The series about Love, Relations and betrayal; presently sequeled in three parts : THE GIFTED ANALOGY, THE EQUILIBRIUM (coming soon), THE COMPATIBLE (coming soon).
Thursday, 30 May 2013
Wednesday, 22 May 2013
Chapter Seven: Is it betrayal or a long lost allurement??
“Why
are you scared of me getting closer to you?” he didn’t wait for my answer and
continued asking, “Are you afraid that Alec would come to know about it? Or is
it your morals you are afraid to lose?”
I
looked at him in utter shock. How could he be so straight forward? He was too
courageous to speak his heart to me so effortlessly.
“I-I
don’t know.” I spoke trying to soothe my heart beats.
“What
if you are not losing anything in it? What if my love for you is as real as the
sun?”
I
couldn’t understand a single word of whatever he spoke. I thought he believed
in it too much.
“Nothing
can be as real as my marriage, my commitment.” I revealed. He gazed in my eyes,
as if he was watching something beyond the irises. As if he was talking to my
soul.
“There
are some commitments beyond life itself, beyond body, beyond heart. Those are
the commitments of the soul. Sophie. My soul belongs to you.”
Something
inside me moved. I so desperately wished to hold him, to comfort him, to love
him. His eyes, his face, his heart suddenly seemed mine. I felt as if my
existence was indebted to him. I, all of a sudden, didn’t belong to myself any
more. It was he who was holding my breaths, making my heart sing for him. I had
tears rolling out of my eyes and fell on my cheeks. I closed my eyes. This was
not my reality. I had to hold myself together; else my control would slip out
of my hands.
How
could I forget that far away someone was waiting for me? One mistake could ruin
my marriage. My child would be deprived of healthy family relations. I could
never be so selfish to surrender myself to temptations and cheat on my husband.
Alec would never forgive me. Our relation would be shattered forever.
I
looked at him helplessly.
“Sophie,
don’t think so much. I love you. I want you to love me. Forget everything
else.”
“No
way. Stop trying to distract me. You are making things up. Please leave me
alone.” The thought of Alec and our baby gave me inner strength to fight the
moment off.
Outside,
the storm was getting fiercer and louder. I was shivering in fear and due to my
inner turmoil.
“Do
you really think that by refusing, you can save yourself from the truth of our
love?” his voice was getting more determined. “I am not like those who leave
accepting a denial. I would follow you wherever you go. You would find me
between you and Alec. Your relationship would not remain the same. The truth
would find its way to him. You know well enough that Alec would not forgive a
betrayal.”
I
stood up and backed to the other side. He followed.
“No,
you won’t. I would never let you enter my life.” I tried to act bravely. But
his eyes were fixed on me, determined.
“As
if you have the strength to stop me. Face the truth, Sophie, you love me. And I
would go to any extend to save my love.”
Friday, 19 April 2013
Chapter Four: Is it that easy to trust someone with your life?
Fatigue and agitation had already taken over my
saner side. My entire irritation and anger started boiling out.
“Why are you doing this?” I spoke agitated.
“You had been following me since the day I met you. You are trying to give me
gifts. Now you are standing here, requesting to drop me home yourself. Why are
you being so generous towards me? I want to know what your intentions are, loud
and clear.”
He simply stood there, facing me, composed and
quiet. He just stared in my eyes. That was making me nervous, but I had to
control my fear and get myself out of this mess.
“Why are you quiet now? Tell me what do you
want? I barely know you and you too, don’t know me much. Why do you think I
would take favors from you?” I continued yelling at him.
Still no response. I felt scared. He stepped
closer and stared me with deep intensity.
“S-Stay w-where you are. Don’t come near me. I
swear I’ll shout. W-What do you want from me?” I started stuttering nervously.
My heart was pounding and I was breathing short swift breaths.
“You.” He said gravely.
A chill ran through my spine. Was it the cold
breeze or his one monosyllabic word, that made me shiver badly.
“W-What are you talking?” I fought my tears. “I
don’t understand anything.”
He smiled responsively and held my chin lightly
with his forefinger and thumb, and whispered on my face, “I. want. You.” He
spoke the words one by one, and continued, “I want to be with you. I love you.”
I shivered hearing those words. I was too
confused to react. Why? How? Me? I didn’t know how to respond. I was so deeply
perplexed that I couldn’t utter anything coherent. His gaze froze on mine that
made me breathe heavily. All I could find the words to speak were, “no no no.
There must be some misunderstanding.” I shook my head. “I’m married and have a
child.”
“That does not matter to me.” He whispered intensely.
Sunday, 7 April 2013
Chapter Four: Does it feel creepy when you discover someone knows you more than yourself?
I found a cozy corner with a bulky sofa. I made
myself comfortable and placed my cup on the wooden coffee table in the front
and started flipping the pages of the book: ‘Pride and prejudice’, then ‘Emma’,
then ‘Wuthering heights’. I couldn’t decide on one story. My concentration
couldn’t centre itself on one title. Maybe I had less time to spare here and I
didn’t want to engross myself so much that I lost the track of time and got too
late for home. My hands kept stroking the crème pages. They kept flipping from
right to left and then back fumbling under my fingers. It was so uneasily
silent that the sound of the flipping leaflets was more than audible to my
ears. I decided to look for some other book and moved my limbs to rise.
Suddenly a book slammed on the table in front
of me. I looked up to see who was there, and my eyes met the set of beautiful
deep gray eyes. I could never get used to this beautiful heavenly face that stood
a few paces away from me. He smiled divinely and covered a couple of steps
between us.
“Classics are not your type. You would love to
read this book instead.” His gentle, melodious voice spoke to me.
I was too stunned to react. I kept staring at
his beautiful face for a while, till I jerked myself back to the reality and closed
my eyes to at least cut the connection I helplessly felt that drew me
magnetically towards him. I took a deep breath to compose myself. He was the
same man! I held myself from panicking or at least fainting, but that was
creepy. What was he doing here? Was he following me? And what he meant by my
choices?
“I’m totally surprised at your knowledge on my
preferences. But sorry to disappoint you, I love classics.” I spoke bravely, keeping
my eyes away from his face.
I knew if I looked at his face directly, I
would end up stammering nervously. I didn’t know why but he made me nervous.
His presence gave out a strange feeling in me, my body strangely responded to
each of his gestures as if he controlled my mind. My heart started racing like
a wild horse and I noisily breathed that embarrassed me more. I thought he must
be amused at my childishness.
“Mm, I see. But I’m confident you would love
this book. Classics bore you. Self improvement manuals bore you more.” He said in
certain but a bemused tone.
“How come you are so confident about it?” I
said a little irritated.
“Just read the title first and then you are
free to debate.” I could hear the tone of confidence in his soft, whispering voice.
I sighed and looked down at the table, where
the other book was kept. It was a medium sized, thick book, antique looking
with a brown colored cover. Its title was written in bold golden ornamented
alphabets, and it read:
‘THE STRANGE SUPERNATURAL LOVE STORIES.’
I opened my mouth in astonishment. I had read
many books similar to this, when I was young. Such stories always fascinated me
to the core. Nature’s such strange and unfolded mysteries when fell for the
common species, what consequences they bore and how did the two worlds meet,
rose my curiosity whenever I got my eyes on it. I somehow managed to hide my
interest in the book. This guy could not be so accurate in this! Even Alec
could have never guessed my preferences so perfectly.
“Where did you find this? It looks creepy. I
don’t want to end up having nightmares when I sleep.” I tried to conceal my
interest. Good attempt. That was smart enough. I should certainly not give him
any clue about me. He stepped closer and covered the remaining distance between
us and whispered.
“I
can easily take care of that.” He smiled crookedly. The deep dents on his cheek
grew prominent, taking my breath away. Oh I wished so much to touch those deep
dimples on his smooth glowing skin. His face was just a few inches away from
mine and I could see his flawless features much precisely.
Saturday, 9 March 2013
THE GIFTED ANALOGY: The origin of true love!!
I
once read somewhere, there was an ancient myth that before any civilization
came into existence, and the human form was entirely different than what we are
now. Humans were creatures who were partial male and partial female. They were
complete and strong in themselves. The Gods turned jealous of their power and
thus separated the male and female forms from each other. Since then, each part
searched for its other half to complete itself.
Thus,
we all keep searching for our soul mates throughout our lives. But a very few
lucky ones really find their compliments. I knew now that he and I fit
perfectly well with each other like the two lost pieces of a puzzle. Although
our worlds could never meet, but the horizon of our union was the place where
we belonged. Any kind of longing, worry, fear, sorry or any other negativity
collapsed to nothingness here. No doubts or questions could plant their seeds
between us.
I
could sense what he felt and how similarly our heartbeats were singing a tune
totally unique and exclusively for us. His aura showed brilliantly golden when
he bent closer and kissed my lips.
Saturday, 23 February 2013
A short trip into Chapter Two: When you meet someone who mesmerizes you completely!!!
I was breathing hard as I felt my hand on
something leathery. I shuddered and turned my face to look at my hand that
strongly held something black and cloth like. I jerked to force myself away
from whatever it was, but it was too strong to even let me move. Still I kept moving
violently to break free.
“What are you doing, you’ll fall.”
I heard a soft, melodious voice from behind. It
was so sweet and calm that it surprisingly sent vibrations of relaxation and
security in me. The grip loosened a bit to give me room to turn around. I
turned to face someone completely extraordinary, holding me in his arms.
Initially, I felt as if death had embraced me
already and took me to the gates of heaven in the arms of an angel. He was
astonishingly beautiful. His light brown silky hair shone in the sunlight,
giving out a tinge of gold like a halo around his head. His forehead was broad
and blissful contrasting with dark eyebrows. His eyes were deep, dark gray; a
color so outstanding that nature could have never been able to blend such a hue
again. His sharp features could make any woman fall for him and any man
envious.
His pinkish lips were slightly parted in
amusement and partial concern. His skin was olive colored and very smooth, with
no sign of any tan. Its texture was too soft and glowing, as if it touched no
sign of any earthly pollutants.
“Are you all right?” The soft, musical voice
rang in my ears. I kept staring at him like a dumb child seeing the moon for
the first time.
He smiled in relief and I could notice a cute
dimple on his left cheek. I wondered it was so biased that nature blessed
someone with the bag full of beauty with no compromise on anything. That’s so
unfair, it could have at least done some adjustment somewhere on his looks.
He was unmistakably an angel, yet immensely
strong as I realized he was still holding me. I shuddered and he smiled and loosened
his grip around my waist. He turned mischievously and looked at my left hand
and I followed his gaze realizing I was still holding his jacket sleeve
tightly. I blushed and let it go.
He moved his broad shoulders aside to direct me
downstairs and when I saw the way back, I froze. How did I climb those rocks?
And now how would I retreat back from the same way?
Thursday, 7 February 2013
ATTENTION: A Valentine Question!!!!!
This Valentine I would like to place a tricky question for all those who are committed to someone for your life.
Let's take it straight, that you are into a wonderful relation with someone who is although not closely similar to your dream mate but still your relationship has worked beautifully together.
There are situations in our lives when we are sometimes betrothed to someone by circumstances and we try hard to live with the fact that this is what we deserved and there is nothing in this world called "PERFECT".
Even our spouse too tries hard to make things work between us and with the coarse of time, we get drawn to each one and find ourselves complimenting each other. Mostly, such situations arise in arranged marriages when others, particularly our family members arrange a partner for us. Then, we are bound to live with the fact that our partner who is directly contrast to us and fails several times in understanding us, is the one who's 'perfect' for us!!
Thus, while we sportively compromise to make our relation work and live happily with our partner whom we have sworn to be with, we fall into a turning point. Precisely, we bump into someone who has to be the one whom we could define as PERFECTION! The one whose looks are totally tempting, who knows you inside out, who has every thing you dreamt in your 'perfect partner', with whom you could imagine your life complete, and above all, who loves you crazily!!
So, my dear friends, what should we do now?
Should we dump our partner to chase the dream of our life?
Should we cheat on the one who worked hard to make our relation work?
Or should we cover up to make a brave face and let our lives rule us and let us live with the 'less deserved' opportunity?
Let's take it straight, that you are into a wonderful relation with someone who is although not closely similar to your dream mate but still your relationship has worked beautifully together.
There are situations in our lives when we are sometimes betrothed to someone by circumstances and we try hard to live with the fact that this is what we deserved and there is nothing in this world called "PERFECT".
Even our spouse too tries hard to make things work between us and with the coarse of time, we get drawn to each one and find ourselves complimenting each other. Mostly, such situations arise in arranged marriages when others, particularly our family members arrange a partner for us. Then, we are bound to live with the fact that our partner who is directly contrast to us and fails several times in understanding us, is the one who's 'perfect' for us!!
Thus, while we sportively compromise to make our relation work and live happily with our partner whom we have sworn to be with, we fall into a turning point. Precisely, we bump into someone who has to be the one whom we could define as PERFECTION! The one whose looks are totally tempting, who knows you inside out, who has every thing you dreamt in your 'perfect partner', with whom you could imagine your life complete, and above all, who loves you crazily!!
So, my dear friends, what should we do now?
Should we dump our partner to chase the dream of our life?
Should we cheat on the one who worked hard to make our relation work?
Or should we cover up to make a brave face and let our lives rule us and let us live with the 'less deserved' opportunity?
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